Some nights I smile, some nights I almost cry. Some nights I have the answers, some nights I wonder. Some nights I blame you, some nights I blame myself. Some nights I wish, some nights I hate. Some nights I get satisfied, some nights I crave for more.

I smile because you make me feel something, I almost cry realizing that “something” actually means nothing. I’m pretty sure I know what happened, but I keep on asking, “why?”. We could have been together happily but you bailed on me, we could have been together happily but I can’t be what you want and need. I could only wish life would give you “somebody”, and I hate that it won’t be me. Well at least we stayed “best friends”, but damn, who am I fooling?